Listen up. My site was on downtime for nearly 3 days straight toward the end of April. My hosting had major issues and I ended up switching altogether, but I lost everything. So if you do not see yourself as an affiliate/linkex DO NOT PANIC. Just tell me. I don't want to lose anyone, especially if you think I deleted you for no reason. This also makes an opportunity to clean out the people I don't even talk to. So I'm still getting things back together and bear with it. To get yourself back on this list, comment my blog. Thanks.
I've been tagged again, or at least feel like it. Anyway, since I lost my blogs I'll do another one. 10 things about me. I'll be detailed this time.
1. I am horrible at math. Actually, I wouldn't be horrible at math if it weren't for that summer school of Algebra 2. It ruined my life. My dad is my tutor, and yes he's a certified instructor. Sometimes it's more frustrating I guess, because I will be asked to do math at any given time of the day. But then it's probably a thousand times better than any paid tutor ever would be. So I'm lucky.
2. I love tennis. I love it even more every time I play it again, because I can only improve from here. I always keep up with national tournaments and stuff like that. I still take lessons, which is really good, but I have missed out on the past two opportunities do to summer tennis camp and try out for the team due to stupid idiotic reasons that I only I can blame myself for.
3. I absolutely love traveling. I'd ditch school forever just to travel the world for a couple years, I don't give a shit about what I would miss. I want to go to every single country in the world (when I'm older?) and move to Hong Kong or Taiwan or something. (when I finally start improving my Chinese)
4. You could say I'm very well rounded with the modern society. I keep up with the world news, US news, local news, whatever. I love politics, I love debate, I love government systems (maybe not particularly our government itself). My ambition is to become a lawyer while representing the city that I'll be living in, then move on to become state Senator or Representative of my congressional district, and then run for President. And I have VERY strong ambitions.
5. This probably sounds cliche, but I heart music. I guess you can say I almost like and listen to everything excluding a few things. But I can pretty much stand anything. I've been in love with music probably before I understood less than half the words in a song. Maybe since Barney days or something. Backstreet Boys were the first I guess, and they still are number one! And in first grade, I think I was the only person who listened to things other than Radio Disney ZOMG.
6. I'm addicted to coffee. There probably isn't an hour where I don't think about coffee but access is like, limited. I can drink it black, or with more sugar than you think. Iced, room temperature, hot, whatever, you name it I drink it. And I will also eat almost anything coffee flavored.
7. I am a very very high maintenance person. I require things to do all the time, and they must be interesting. I get bored very very easily and I hate it. All I want to do is go out, really, and be anywhere else but at home except for eating and sleeping, which I already do all day anyway.
8. I don't crush on people too easily, nor do I get over people too easily. Is that a good thing? I can count the number of guys I've ever liked on one hand, and I probably won't use all the fingers, either. Then I don't understand why so little. Maybe I just make really good decisions or something. But then again, it's not like they succeeded...I don't where I'm going with this.
9. I love stuffed animals. When people make a Christmas or birthday blacklist, they always seem to say "no stuffed animals, please. i have too many." But Michelle here can never have too many. And I also collect beanie babies. I have a very large bag full, and overflowing boxes of assorted stuffed animals, and I take a few to bed. (:
10. I can often be the biggest bitch sometimes. It is definitely not intentional, and I really don't ever want to be mean to anyone. But sometimes I just get all pissy and rage my anger where it doesn't really belong. And if you are the target, I'm sorry. I really am. I guess I can be really sarcastic sometimes but it often sounds like I'm being serious, and I'm always only kidding. Don't label me as a mean stupid bitch asshole, because I'm inverse of that. I suppose this leads to the idea that I can be quite quixotic sometimes, or impulsive. Just don't take anything personally/seriously. It takes time to figure me out. I'm not an easy person, and I'm not very open either.
Since I'm on the challenge, I guess, I'll make something up. You guys can ask me anything you want. Anything. I'll do my best to answer it. But I am not a Q&A machine so please do not spam my comments and ask millions of dumb things, like "What is your name?" No. Fail.
xo
Michelle
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I feel like I need to step out or something.
Or to expose myself more. Figuratively. I feel like I need to get something off my back. But I don't know what it is. So I think I'm going to challenge myself. To talk about something REALLY personal, or something REALLY unique for at least like, the next ten days. So I'll be blogging just about every day. I don't give a damn how many tests I have next week. My life, of all things, truly comes before anything else.
So. I've been feeling really downsided lately. I don't know why. It just feels that way. I'm not involved in any shit at the moment, or any drama, or anything like that. I'm not having physical/oral conflicts with anyone. I guess maybe it's the piled stress, little bits and pieces of pretty much everything, all added together, so little that I don't realize where it's coming from. Rarely now, do I have the time to sit down, and think about such things like why I'm so stressed. But I think this is the best way to let it out. Anyway, I feel like I'm missing something. Like I've forgotten to say something to someone or whatever and I have no idea what to do. In fact, I have no idea what to do with myself, or my emotions. I'm sorry I sound so ridiculously cheesy, but if you'll understand, I'm sometimes too much of a ranter. There's probably a ton of words I seriously could use to describe my current state of mind. Confused? Lost? The more I type, the more I feel like this blog isn't going anywhere. But neither is anything I've just talked about. I guess my emotions are going nowhere. I'm kind of in that I Don't Know What To Do With My Life state. Not about my future, more like about now.
Well I guess I should be studying a little bit and finishing homework but there's just WAY too much of a cluster going on in my mind. I feel absolutely 10000% incomprehensible. I feel undefined. Undefined. Now I think THAT is the perfect word to describe my current state of the union.
xo
Michelle
May 13 2008 
Life/School, Website 